theladyfrommars:

walkingmyway:

walkingmyway:

theladyfrommars:

Between my messy breakup and my surgery, I feel like I have no friends anymore. No one asks me to hang out or talks to me anymore. And I have been reaching out. I don’t know what to do anymore. I just miss everyone and they all just forgot. I hate sitting…

Saying “hey tom you can come to me about anything” or whatever is not the same as you asking to hang out, or see me. Liking my status’s about hanging out is not substitute for making actual solid plans. Not only me, but have you called anyone from our group, at all? Julian? Becky? two people who I’m sure have no problem with you? I call people to hang out all the time. I invite you whenever possible to hangouts. I rejected your help, I didn’t want help, I don’t want to reach out to anybody, and if I told anybody what I wanted, it would be meaningless and pathetic if I got it.

How about you let me know what days this week you’re good, and I’ll talk to Becky and Julian, and whoever else, and we’ll make a day of it. Problem Solved. 

Things between me and Becky whenever we talk have become very awkward to say the least. And I’ve told Julian that I’m always available practically. I’ve tried to make plans with Harley and Allie before, but it goes nowhere. And I only like the status to let you know that I’m interested and would think we would discuss it after you got more people. I do call you when the plans become more solid. Its also hard enough to try to make plans when people are still not happy with my current situation. Pirates was so awkward. I know I helped that, but it ended up for my best interest. And this may sound a bit selfish or childish or stupid, but I don’t care, but I was kinda hoping for some of you guys to reach out to me first. The only one that has done that was Julian. And Carlos apologized to me, but I think that was just because of seeing that I had surgery, so it doesn’t seem as sincere. Idk Tom, this has been a lot for me and you of all people know I don’t handle stupid stress well.

I’m just sayin things could be a lot simpler if you just called someone up and said “Hey I’m free tonight, you good to chill, dawg?” I offered to solve the problem, your decision. Julian never calls me either, I just show up at his place and see if he’s there. 

(Source: falcor-the-luck-dragon)